I’m hungry to get on that grid stone, but...
It’s been a tough go lately. This is it. The final semester, the final stretch, the last sprint towards the finish... and lately, I’ve been limping more than sprinting. .
Let it be known. I’m beyond grateful and humbled to be in the same program with such a group of talented individuals. Everybody. You’ve all grown and blossomed so much over this past year and a half. The amount of talent is just bursting at the seems. Announcers, producers, newscasters... that one dude in sales! You all are such inspirations for me to keep pushing, and I have nothing but thanks for you.
However, as mentioned. It’s been more of an uphill battle for me now moreso than ever before. Why? I don’t know. I’m stuck in my head. The other day, I had a co-hosting shift and I couldn’t get two words out my mouth without tripping right over myself. It was embarrassing, and the lowest low I’ve ever sunk down to in terms of my confidence.
I must remember. This is my time. This is my moment. As mentioned before, it’s sink or swim. It’s about time I get my head above water, and I fucking sprint for that finish line. I’ve got this.
We’ve partnered with our friend @laurabaross to do a... #GIVEAWAY -> She will be gifting her absolute favorite morning routine essentials ♥️, to celebrate the upcoming interview with @luna.sundara’s founder @sandramanay.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
This weekend at #live "Saturday's with Care" Hosted by Laura, head over her instagram on Saturday at 11 am :) ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
We'll chat about all the benefits of #PaloSanto, sustainable and ethical ways of harvesting this precious holy wood. We'll be addressing issues that are coming up with the widely popularized palo santo ( #AVOCADO effect) how to avoid this fever and find out how to look for an honest distributor and seller. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
Tag a friend who makes you happy and ENTER this $100 worth Morning Routine #Giveaway:
Palo Santo bundle from @luna.sundara to clear bad energies, a #Jade roller to stimulate facial meridian points, enhance skin elasticity and to massage and the 100% naturally, hand made @oilandwatersc Face and Hair Oil. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
- The winner will be announced on Saturday during the Live Interview.
Had a blast participating with TEAM THELER in the JDRF One Walk to help raise awareness and money for T1 Diabetes research and a cure❤️ @derektheler and @lsummerscales you are both incredible, keep doing what you do, and hopefully I’ll be there to join you again next year!🙌🏼 Happy Birthday Derek🎉
Clothing NSV - I FIT IN JEANS FROM 2017 and my shirts are looking BAGGY! This is probably one of the most brutal realities about obesity, the anxiety of trying clothes one and always finding a reason to not be content with it. I have a full closet of clothes that I haven’t used in years, all new because when you need to buy bigger sizes, a lot of stores don’t carry, and you have to resort to online shopping without measurements. The feeling of not fitting into that shirt that you liked, or those pants, it’s beyond demoralizing in any level. The shitty part about it is that we also go to cope with it and we go directly to emotional eating, a lot of us do, hell, I did all the time. We don’t think of the long term, because we are looking for that instant gratification, but that all changed for me this morning. I was able to put some jeans on from 2017, and even found an extra pair! By just staying the fucking course. The wins in the weight losses are powerful, it helps us to want more, and get better results. I am happy for the first time in a long time. All I can do is smile and I can’t wait it to kill tomorrow.