Last night was the first time I did a tube feed at home. The supplies were brought during the day and then in the evening, a nurse came by to show me how to use the pump. Yesterday, I actually saw two nurses since all of my supplies didn’t come at the same time. Both were super friendly, and helpful, but it was kind of uncomfortable. It was clear it hadn’t been communicated that I have an eating disorder, so both nurses kept asking about my weight and making comments about weight gain. Both told me to start weighing myself daily to see if I was gaining. I can’t do that, me weighing myself daily has never led to anything good, so I tried to explain that I won’t be weighing myself. My doctor and dietician can do that and I trust them to do what’s right for my body without me obsessing over a number. I don’t think they got it, but if they mention it again I may have to be more direct in saying no to weighing myself daily. Aside from that situation, everything else was pretty easy. I woke up with some mild nausea, nothing I couldn’t manage. I had a bout two hours left when I woke up, and I was able to finish the specified amount. I’d been apprehensive about being able to commit to doing the right amount, but I did it and I’m proud of myself for sticking to it. It’s the first time I’ve been able to complete a meal plan in awhile, so I feel good about that. It’s also the first time I’ve been able to complete a meal plan without severe pain or nausea, so I’m definitely happy about that. I think later today, I’ll get my nails done with my mom and sister, and then if it’s open, maybe venture to the library. 📚 Happy Sunday! 😊
We need to accept that we won’t always make the right decisions, that we’ll screw up royally sometimes — understanding that failure is not the opposite of success, it’s part of success. #ariannahaffigton#nevergiveup💪
"Qualcuno definisce gli occhi che cambiano "cangianti".
In realtà questo aggettivo non definisce una categoria, bensì una proprietà degli occhi che gli consente di cambiare grazie alle capacità dell'iride di cambiare a seconda della quantità di luce che ci circonda."
Ecco che,forse, anche il modo che scegliamo per affrontare quotidianamente le vicissitudini della vita dipende dall'intrinseca capacità di ognuno di noi, di cambiare a seconda della quantità di luce che ci circonda.
I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
With most of the early decisions already out, we know there are many mixed emotions. Congrats to those who got in, and even if you didn't don't worry it will all work out in the end. Check out episode 30 for a quick update from our college expert, Michael, for some tips on what to do next. #earlydecision#applyingtocollege#collegeadmissions#staystrong
6 Tahun Paskibra di sekolah alhamdulillah ngerasain dari shaf pasukan paling belakang sampe shaf pasukan paling depan... Roda berputar cuy, nggak usah khawatir.. Udah kenyang jadi orang paling pendek 😂 #paskibra#smp#staystrong